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My wonderful husband died when I was 44 years old. Being widowed this young happens to less than 3% of married people. Writing through this loss one word at time helps me understand what I've lost and helps me continue to grow. It is how I have gradually recovered from such a severe loss. Research shows that you can benefit from taking just 15 minutes a day to write out your deepest feelings as a way of healing. On the right side of this blog, you'll see a tag for Exercises to Try. If you need some help knowing how to use writing to help heal yourself, I suggest you start there.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Have I told you that my husband died?

I can't stop myself from telling people my husband died. Now what's that all about? Ken died five and a half years ago, yet I haven't reached the point yet where I can keep it to myself. I'm like a little parrot: my husband died, my husband died, my husband died. It's like a verbal tic; it has to come out. It's the fact that must be known.

I will say that I have improved in this regard. I rarely tell total strangers anymore while standing in line at the post office and I don't open my window and shout it out into the neighborhood at random moments. Still, if I were to just meet you, and if we were to exchange words leading into a conversation, you might find out that I am currently doing a lot of work for a brand new experimental library, I have two children, I love to write, and, well, my husband died five years ago.

My eyes are blue, my hair is gray, I grew up in Canada, and my husband died when I was 44 leaving me the only parent of two young children.

The other day I was driving around doing some work with three women who I've met within the last three months or so. The conversation turned to the tornado warning we'd experienced the night before here in Chicago. Well, here was a perfect opportunity for me to mention that when my late husband had been at MD Anderson in Houston for his second stem cell transplant in 2005, we were there for both Hurricane Katrina and Hurricane Rita. Just can't stop myself from bringing it up.

So here's the thing: I'm quite happy now. My health is excellent. I have a very lovely boyfriend, I feel like I'm doing a great job raising my kids, I love where I live, I'm doing work I enjoy. My friends and neighbors are wonderful. I am no longer in misery or drowning in grief. I'm having a good time.

And...
my husband died.

It's as if I still can't really believe it happened.
When I talk about it, I keep some of our story alive.
He's dead, but what happened to us is so real and so present for me.
Don't you think for a moment when you see me happy that I have forgotten him.
He died. I remember that every day, again.

86 comments:

Anais Ninja said...

I think it may just be what one does. My husband died almost three years ago of cancer. he was 55. I was 46. It is now part of my my life story and part of who I am. I talk less of the last year with him now and the shock and trauma of his illness and his death. I think, more and more, I've got my head around that part now; but he was a big part of my life's journey and I cannot help but refer to him, and share recollections of him. I don't know if that's possible.
I am so appreciative of your blog. It's a great help to read something from another young widow. thank you.

Jill Schacter said...

Thank you for writing! Your response helps me feel less alone as well.

Christine said...

I find you to be brave and true and honest and beautiful in your writing and in your vivid descriptions of what it feels like to lose your husband. You might think we tire of hearing it, but for anyone (like myself) who fears exactly what you've survived, you're demonstrating how to move ahead without ever forgetting. I truly, truly love that you do not hesitate to share your story -- and Ken's story, and Natalie's story, and Alec's story -- with the world. You are stronger than when I first met you. You're more radiant than when I first met you. And those things don't equate to Ken meaning LESS. Does that make sense? I'll never tire hearing of Ken, nor do I think anyone else will. And if they do, you can just tell them to shut the front door on their way out.

Gwyneth said...

Thank you again for a wonderful post. I was recently registering my son to start Kindergarten in the fall and as the nurse was looking through his paperwork she looked up and said to me, "you know, my first husband died when my child was 3 years old as well." She then went on to say, "That was 30 years ago and I am very happy, but I still think of him everyday." I found this amazingly comforting, as while I hope to some day not feel the daily pain of grief, I don't ever want to get to a point where I don't think of my husband on a regular basis. I am glad to hear that you feel the same way.

Mulika said...

My husband of a year died on Sunday. I am just 30 years old. Just 3% of married population you say and that only makes me more confused - how can I be in that 3%. My husband is dead. It is like a god-forsaken mantra that I keep repeating. My husband is dead. And then I break-down.

Anonymous said...

I love this post, as it conveys feeling mixed with reality. I lost my husband less than two months ago and I am still very young with one young child. Although I am going through all the "stages" as people say of the grief, and it is still very early, I appreciate reading what you have written. I have always been a happy person and I don't want to feel this sad. Your story is uplifting and just what I needed to come across. Thank you.

Jill Schacter said...

Thanks for writing. If you identify yourself as a happy person, I'm sure you'll feel happy again sometime. The sadness of losing your husband will become a part of you, but just a part and not more of the whole like it is now. Thank you so much for writing.

Anonymous said...

My husband was killed 3 years ago and this year is as hard as the first year. It is so weird that I just can't let go. I feel like it is all my fault that he died and I was hours away from him when it happened. I feel like I let my kids down on a daily basis since they do not have a dad in their lives. I wish I could figure this out, but I just can't.

HomegrownGems said...

Thank you for your post. I feel maybe there is hope for me and my babies. It is unreal now. How do I even face tomorrow. Sorry I am a stranger and don't even now how I stumbled upon your post.

HomegrownGems said...

Thank you for your post. I feel maybe there is hope for me and my babies. It is unreal now. How do I even face tomorrow. Sorry I am a stranger and don't even now how I stumbled upon your post.

Anonymous said...

My husband died of neck cancer. forty-one days from the time "I don't feel well" to the morning he died. I stopped telling the people he died because most people don't give a shit. I work in health care, with mostly young women, and think to myself just wait when your husband dies just remember how rotten you were to me. I thank God I have wonderful friends to help me continue my life without him. I have anxiety attacks every time I opening the door to our home, because he is not waiting for me. I appreciate your blog and knowing I will get stronger

Jill Schacter said...

Thank you for writing. I wish you strength on this new path without your husband.

Rochelle said...

wow! yea, i am 46...my husband died 5 months 3 weeks and 3 days ago and i find myself saying it less, i have a new job, not in my normal nursing field..our daughter is doing better in her second year at the university and yet i am 46 and my husband is dead....i cannot really talk to our old married friends anymore, i am more friendly with my 70 and 80 year old neighbors who are widows...reading about other young widows is helpful. Each Hospice grief group i have attended is with older widows and we all hurt the same, its just when you are moving on under 50 there is the possibility of loving again but never of my love returning again, so move on, living alone, an empty nester now in each sense of the word and i do know now, i am a widow and i just turned 46 in january...man yor blog is so on target for us, the women that people do not look at and imagine we are widows

Jill Schacter said...

Hi Rochelle,

Thanks for writing. It helps me to hear from you too, and glad this blog resonates with you. Sometimes I think that no matter how long ago it was, I will always find it a little hard to believe that all this happened when I was just 44. But, life keeps going and I'm glad to keep going with it all.

Anonymous said...

my husband died 3 day after we got married on hoildays with our seven year old in a non english speaking country. After ten years together and im sorry but how the hell did you get through it. as from where i am six weeks after i find it so hard to cope with everyone. I am being attacked from everyone, I have his exwife and grown up kids trying to go after our house and super, I have his 80 year old parents treat be like shit, while they live in my house has we where going to build a granny flat, which as all assets are frozen will not happen. I have to answer our seven year olds questions on why dad was taken. I have people and family crawling out of the wood work saying how upset they are even though they had not spoken to him for years. A freind said to me the other day death brings the best and worse out of people. How true. It is funny how the people you expect will be hear for you are the ones that cause the most pain, and others go out of there way to help you. I would love to hear from anyone going through the same thing. sorry to high jack your blog

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone
my husband died on 20.4.12 he is only 34 years old and I am 31 years. I had one daughter aged 3 and one boy aged 2, just 26.4.12 I had my precious boy I named him my husband's name because I want his name to be carried on. His death is unexpected and all of sudden, and I can't let myself get into grieving for too long, he promised me he will see our newborn and be in labour with me, but God took away his life, leave me a deep pain and unsecure future.

yan

lulu said...

Yan,
I'm so sorry to hear ur story, it really take time to get through, my husband died of cancer 10 months ago, I Never expected that he would die, he seemed to be so good n in good condition with the ongoing chemi therapy, he died of fever, his sudden death was a great shock for me, but I have to act normal in front of my two kids who are 8 n 11, at the beginning 6 month I cried everyday secretly n could not sleep, I worked in the hospital where my husband died and underwent the chemi therapy, going back to work was a torture for me, but after reading books about Budda, the grief was lessen n accept the fact that my husband died. Yan, ur kids are very young, take care it will not be an easy road to go, write more to release ur unhappiness!

Widowed said...

I feel the same way. I want to tell everyone my husband died!!! On June 14th it will be 2 years and it's unbelievable. He died of kidney cancer. He died on his 52nd birthday! Have you heard of that? In 1981 he survived hodgekins disease and in 1989 he survived colon cancer. We thought he would survive this,

Jill Schacter said...

Widowed:

Thanks for writing. I'm sorry for your loss. Yes, it's very strange that your husband died on his own birthday. In a similar strange twist, my husband died on our daughter's 10th birthday. With 364 other days in the year, how weird the deaths would fall this way!

Anonymous said...

Makes me feel I am not the only widow of my age as none of my friends have gotten to this 'lifestage' yet. My husband died 2 years ago on his sister's birthday..the sister that had donated stem cells for his transplant. She had to be the first person I told and that was so hard. Like fate slapping her in the face. I too have to bite my tongue and not say 'my husband died' but when I am on my own in the house or driving in my car I will chant it over and over again. Why is that? Is it to verbally pinch myself that this is not a dream but has really happened?

Jill Schacter said...

Yes, it's quite out of sync to be a young widow. I do think that by saying aloud that our spouse is dead, we gradually integrate the unbelievable into our present reality. I'd say that after six years, I have made the complete transformation: old life over; new life begun. It's sad. It will always be sad. But I am happy again living in the present. It takes longer than most people realize, and certainly our peers do not quite understand. How could they? And why should they? They are lucky.

Anonymous said...

I am 37 and my 39 year old husband is in hospice right now, as I write this, dying from stage IV lung cancer. I have two children from a previous marriage (8 & 10), and 2 babies (1 & 3) with him. He will not get to see our 1 year old tke his first steps. He will not coach their baseball or football teams, or teach them how to play golf. My heart aches for these baby boys, who will never know the love of their Father. It is bizarre to me when I think to myself how 9 days ago I took him to the ER-- for chest pain-- and then how rapidly he deteriorated ... Now he can barely breathe and is literally inconscience from pain meds. I hold his hand and cry. He is mybest friend, and I don't know how I will be able to make it without him. I pray for a miracle every waking minute... I just keep praying he won't leave me.

Anonymous said...

I understand very well your feeling, my husband died one year ago of bone cancer, he undergone the chemitherapy and seemed to be well, got a fever which was one of the side effect of the treatment, and twos days afrer hospitalization he passed away. We go two children of 8 and 11. the 3rd day of hospitalization, he was inconscience, I just kept crying and telling him be brave and strong to fight the battle, finally, he left us. On the past year, I read my books on this issue, according to Budda and hope it can give you some information: on this stage, when the sick is insconscience, he can still hear what you said, but cannot react, he is very sad because he does not want to leave you and ur family, but since he has another mission to be carried out in another place, what you can do is HOLD TIGHT OF HIS HAND, TELL HIM GENTALLY YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF ALL THE CHILDREN, DON'T WORRY, YOU WILL BE BRAVE TO CONTINUE YOUR LIFE AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR FAMILY, LET HIM GO WITHOUT ANY WORRIES, AND TELL HIM THAT HE HAS DONE HIS VERY BEST, HE IS A GOOD HUSBAND AND GOOD FATHER, AND THAT YOU AND THE KIDS LOVE HIM VERY MUCH, THANK HIM FOR MARRYING YOU. YOU WILL ASSUME HIS RESPNSABILITY TO TAKE CARE OF THE CHILDREN.

Though it will be difficult for you at this stage, but be brave, we should put ourselve in the postion of the sick as he cannot speak out ,though he is struggling..

Take care. You can go through for you and your kids and your beloved husband.

kerry said...

i just want him back just want him back home i am moving with my kids, onward, putting up a good front but every empty room and long dark hallway makes me ache cos this is exactly what my insides look like. he was the love of my life, a gift from the devine and now gone - a crushing blow. a crazy notion i have sometimes is a yearning to die myself to go find him but i would never because of my kids and what needs to get done. such hurt i cannot find words to express.

Anonymous said...

Hi Kerry,

I understand very well your feeling, I experienced it one year ago and till now still struggling everyday for the absence of my husband, who took so good care of me and the kids so well. It took more than 10 months for me to feel a bit calm down, it's really not easy to go, but we have to, for the sake of the kids and for the sake of your husband, he who passed away just for having another missiong in the other world, be strong, he does not want to see you unhappy, and he always loves you as he did. To ease myself, I start reading many religious book, and finally, many of my doubts about life and dealth are solved in the the book about budda. Try to read some books, and stay out with friends, it's terrible when u are alone and do not see any photos of your husband for the time being, I manaage not to cry when seeing my husband's photo just this month - one year after his death.

Take good care, write if you feel unhappy to express your sadness.

Abigail said...

My 50 year old husband has stage 4 pancreatic cancer. We have 2 children, ages 13 and 11. I am 48. We have been battling this cancer for a little over a year, longer than the Drs thought would be possible but things have turned for the worse and his liver is now riddled with cancer. I have no idea how much longer he has, weeks or months? No one tells me anything and my husband is just angry all the time. Fortunately he is calm with the kids. He takes it all out on me, even telling me the cancer was somehow my fault, and he also blamed his mother. I've been patient, trying to cling to happier memories. But I am exhausted. Did any of your husband's go through this anger period? I sometimes wish this would all end and then I feel so guilty for doing so. I feel sorry for my kids more than anyone. I regret giving up work when the were born, though it seemed the right thing at the time. I am frightened of the future. I wish my husband could accept what is happening to him and spend his last days enjoying his family and giving love instead of anger. It seems such a waste of precious time! But when I try to talk to him about it he gets sarcastic and says "easy for you to say" or something like that. I try to think from his point of view, although it is hard to imagine what he is going through, I still think it is better to make new happy memories for the kids than what we are doing. My daughter tells me she doesn't like it when we argue and I agree with her! But I am walking on egg shells and no matter what I say or do my husband finds fault with it. He seems angry that it is he who got cancer instead of me. Perhaps this time is showing me that our marriage isn't that great, which makes me even more sad and filled with guilt. Have any of you experienced this with their husband? Thanks so much for your blog - it helps to hear others' experiences.

Jill Schacter said...

Abigail, I'm sorry for the great load of stress that surrounds you and your husband and children. It is hard to always be strong, and it must be very hard for your husband to be so sick. I wish you all better times. They may be hard to see now, and they may still be in the distance, but they will come, I'm sure. peace to you.

Jill

lulu said...

Hello Abigail,

I'm sorry to hear ur story, I did experience what is happening to u now, my husband passed away one year ago for bone cancer. I thonk your husband didn't mean to hurt u, just that he loves his family so much n knowing that he will be leaving very soon, his temper to u is just out of pressure n painfulness, both physical n mentally, Abigail, please be patient, u are the only one supporting mentally the whole family, try to take some more videos for the father m the kids, which will be very precious on the future, try to tell ur husband that u love him very much n will not angry even if he shows u his temper because u know well that he doesn't mean it but because of the sickness, n tell him that u will take good care of the children if he leaves, u promise to assume all his duties to take care m love the children, m if anything happens, tell him to bear in mind that HE is always ur beloved husband n beloved father for the kids.
Abigail, life will not be easier in the future than u are now, as in future, u also have to make all decisions, big or small, for ur own, no adult to share ur happiness no adult to discuss with for some major decision, u should be prepared for it mentally, as this is what I'd happening to me now. Anyway, be brave enough to face all the difficulties in front of u.
Loves from Cherry, Macau China

kim said...

My husband died on the 17-8-12, he was just 40, he came home from work not feeling to well but still talking about what to do for the weekend and 1 hour later I was giving him CPR. Our 11 year old son found him after he had gone to lay down, turns out nothing could have saved him as his left heart artery tore and he was dead before he know it.I feel just like Kerry, I want him back and i also have the yearning to die but can't because i am the only one the kids have left but how am i meant to live with half of me missing.

lulu said...

Hello Kim, we understand ur feeling, it's is difficult for u now this moment, be brave, for the sake of ur kid. As for my experience, this terrifying feeling can be overcome one year later. Kim, be strong, cry as loudly as u can if u want. We r always here to listen , write as much as u could to distract yourself.
Love, Cherry.

Anonymous said...

My dear sweet husband age 51 passed away two weeks ago today suddenly from a massive heart attack. I miss him so very very much. I cannot put into words the loneliness I am feeling. I am having a hard time just getting up in the morning. I am trying to be strong but sometimes I really feel like not being here on this earth without him.

Anonymous said...

Two years ago today I had to say my final good-bye to my dear husband. He died of cancer at age 57. I find that I can't help but refer to him in conversation. In my mind, he is with me all the time. Just like ha was in our 31 year marriage. My very real loss must seem like ancient history to those who converse with me. Thanks for sharing your post.

Jill Schacter said...

You just keep on talking about him as long as you want, even if it's forever. It will be 7 years since my husband died, in January. I still talk about him, often. I am sorry for your loss. /Jill

beth said...

My husband died 4 months ago. I just turned 50 and he had just turned 60. I have 3 college age children. He went to sleep one night and never woke up.
Last night was our first Thanksgiving without him and that was hard. The kids were so quiet it was very painful to watch. I still can not wrap my mind around the fact that he is dead and I, too, find myself talking about him all the time. I hate when people seem shocked when I bring up his name. He was part of my life since I was 19. It's impossible not to think of him all the time. I'm grateful to realize that others have gone through this and they are ok.. Very surreal...

Jill Schacter said...

Thanks for writing Beth. I am very sorry for your loss and for your first Thanksgiving without your husband. For some reason this year, two days after Thanksgiving, I felt that old grief well up and I cried for much of the morning. I haven't felt that way in a long time. Yes. Yes. It definitely will get better. But the sadness can still come at you...even years later. Grieve fully. It's worth it. It makes you get better.

Anonymous said...

Not always sure if it's sadness or just feeling totally overwhelmed at the situation. There is always so much to do and I feel so alone...I know people want to help me but nobody really can. It's a miserable situation to find yourself in.

Anonymous said...

It's really a hard time after my husband died. It is now I feel that LIFE is DIFFICULT, it is a TORTURE. Simples routine jobs which never considered to be a problem,is now really a pressure for me.
One person doing the things or running a family which should be share by two,is really imaginably difficult. Go to office every day, rush to the supermarket during lunch time to buy the daily food or necessities for the family, check the daughter's homework, who has failed in so many subjects in this year, taking good care of the son who can easily get gripe, squeeze out time to send him to see doctor, do the revision for the kids at weekends, so many things to do every day,never finish. Life is just working and solving unlimited problems, itis really tiring!
I always dream of my husband who died for 17 months, sometimes, I will think living in this world is not much better than living in the heaven, and actually, who is suffering, he or me ?

Anonymous said...

Funny you wonder if it is you or he who is suffering..
I think for sure it is the person left behind to pick up all the pieces. So true what you say about never being finished with all that needs to be done. I can't remember the last time I was alone or had time to myself to just do what I want. People who have not been through this can not even begin to imagine what it is like to be the surviving spouse. Only hope I can give you is that it HAS to get easier with time!!!!!!

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Anonymous said...

My husband died at the age of 33. I am 33 myself. He died suddenly when he had a seizure that stopped his heart. Oh my what an awful thing. There are 3 children he leaves behind. An 11 yr boy (from a previous relationship) and our two boys, ages 2 yrs and 10 months.

It breaks my heart every day as I look at my babies play and know that they will not have their father. I love(d) my husband with every fiber of my being. While it has been just 3 weeks, I am pushing myself to get better with things bc of my boys. I can't be a mess and take care of them but I do have my days where I cry. I am tired of crying and I wish I could turn back time and have him here. I pray to wake up in the morning and see my husband laying beside me. I personally know of other young widows and reading about some here has also brought me comfort.

I hate to hear that I fall in the statistic of being a part of the 3% of young widows. I loved being married and I am so lonely without him. I don't even know some days how I will take care of these babies alone. We were a team with them and it worked wonderfully. No I have to be a single mother and I don't like how it feels. I hope one day soon that I will be happy again consistently. Now, I want to fast forward to that place.

I thank all the women who have posted here and shared their stories, especially the young widows with small children.

Anonymous said...

I think it really doesn't make it easier if someone is older when they pass away suddenly. It is horrible to have young children grow up not knowing their father, but it is not easier for teenagers or kids in the early 20s to bear the pain of losing a parent. Thank everyone for sharing their stories. Each person is in pain, which is why they came to this board. Every person has a story and their own tremendous burden.

Anonymous said...

It's really not easy running a family without father or husband. There is not more happiness in my life, no more planning, just as day by day, what's the use of planning, when someone can leave so suddenly all out if our plan ?
Even worse when told by the phycologist that the daughter who seems to be not affected by her beloved father's death is just pretending, she changes her character to hide her sadness n just wanna show everybody that she is as strong as those have fathers. This school tear she failed in almost all subjects, what can be done ? Life is really not easy!

J.R. said...

I'm so glad to know I'm not the only one who does this. I'm 11 months out from my husband's passing and lately I've been wondering if I shouldn't try to stop myself from telling people. Do they think I'm trying to get sympathy? Do they think I can't let go of the past? What I decided is that so much of my own history is wrapped up with my husband's that I can't really tell my story without including his and the fact that he's gone.

Just discovered your blog and will be back.

Anonymous said...

My husband went to heaven on 10/10/2012, this year, a few months ago. He got the West Nile virus and he fought hard, he wanted to come back home with me, back to our life so bad. He died and I was there until the last second loving on him and talking to him about how much God loves him, and telling him to don't be afraid and to allow Jesus to wrap his arms around him... he was heavily sedated to keep him from being in pain. I now feel like the walking dead, destined to live on and not wanting to. I have joined grief share to help me make sense of this tragedy that has happened to us. Because it happened to both of us. I don't understand Why did God have to allow this to happen to us.... God bless you all. babymend.

Anonymous said...

hi everyone well i am 22yrs old my husband died... almost 2 mnths ago due to a car accident... i am so sad i just want to kill myself to see him... we were only 3mnths married... we dated for 3 yrs... why is life so unfair... we were madly in love... i hate life...

Kim said...

Hi Everyone, It has now been 4 months going on 5 that my husband died. I am finding that the sadness that was with me day and night is finely lifting to only a couple of times a week and that it is like taking a breath for the first time in mths. I am starting to feel lighter, not to say that I don't wish with all my heart, body and soul that Pete was still here. I still have trouble with knowing that our story together has come to an end and i still talk to him when i get into bed each night.
But there is hope back in my life as I am finding that the person I am becoming is alot stronger and capable then the one I was before and I don't think I am alone as each and every person that writes to this site is picking themselves up and trying to find a way though the pain and loneliness which takes strength that must be found within, no one can give it to you.

Anonymous said...

Hi Anonymous,
I am so sorry for your loss, it seems only women that truly love their husbands and had great relationships with them loss them so early.
I agree that live is unfair, it is unfair that fate gave you this great man only to take him away so soon, that you must now live through this pain but live you must. Your husband would not have left you if it had been up to him, so as his wife, the person that knew him best, the person that he loved, you must do what he never got the chance to do and live.
It will not be easy, the pain will drive you to your knees some days and sadness will feel like it will never leave and you will wish that time would just speed up so you can die and be together again.
But then one day you will realize that you are feeling different and it will take a little while to work out that what you are feeling is just a touch of happiness, you just have to hold on to get to that moment.
Remember that you are not alone, that there are other people that understand what you are going through, that hear the never ending scream of disbelief and will read what you write and cry with you.

Anonymous said...

Hi Kim,
My husband also died 5 months ago almost to the day and I too, finally feel like the horrible dread has lifted. I also talk to him daily but I feel like a weight has been lifted and I will be ok.

Maye that's the magic time...

Wishing you the best on your "new journey"

beth said...

Well ladies, we are about to enter a New Year. Part of me has been waiting for this so that I could say, "My husband died last year" and I would stop counting the months; it has been almost 5 and half months now. Funny how now that New Years is upon us, I feel mixed emotions about entering a new year without him. After 27 years he won't be there at midnight and that feels so scary.
I wish you all a better 2013 and may you all find happiness and peace within yourselves. Thanks for listening and supporting, it goes a long way.

Anonymous said...

It's comforting to know some people get it. Happy New Year?

Anonymous said...

It's almost 18 month since my husband passed away, it's difficult stop thinking if him, especially me n the two kids had been so well taken care of by him. Now I have to be independent n hand over his job...

helen parker said...

MY HUSBAND STEP MUM HATE HIM SO MUCH
My man died 6 weeks ago after 12 month illness where he required increasing amounts of oxygen. I was told 6 months previously that he was about to die and we moved heaven and earth to get him home from hospital.
My wonderful strong man carried on for 6 months despite what everyone said. I stopped work and we spent nights and days together mostly with me watching him almost suffocate to death every day. one day in September when there was no one else around I lay down beside him and fell asleep, when I woke up he had gone. I never believe that my husband death was natural..cos i know those that did not want his progress, every night and day i always cry i fill like killing my self because things where hard on my side, my husband family throw us out of the house me and my children where on the street begging for food and water..cos no money any more. one of my friend that i have not see for a very long time saw my on a street and she called my name, when i turn i was an old friend of mine, i explain every thing that happen she gave us accommodation and told me my husband death was not natural she told me i should not worry she is going to help me, will contact Dr Opingo who salve family problems i explain every thing about my husband to him and he said he will help me know about the death of my husband i was very happy that very day...cos i no something was behind my husband death and i see who is going to help me out, Dr ask me to send my husband picture, surname, and his name i did every thing immediately. After Dr Opingo have use the information i send him, two weeks later my husband step mum confess that she was the one that kill my husband through sickness...i am so happy i am free because the family believe that i kill my husband to take over the properties. thank you once again HELEN my best friend for introducing me to Dr Opingo you can contact his email if you still need his help alterofcandletemple@gmail.com

tippy1 said...

My husband died 2 years ago from pancreatic cancer on New Years Day. He was 51 years old. Yes, with 2 children it is hard being a young widow. I always ask the question why? still don't have that answer!!! What I do have is the strength to move on and make my life and my kids lives better. We all have that in us, it just emerges at different times for everyone. We are all grieving differently, yet we are all here as well.

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Joanne Davenport said...

my husband died 20 yrs ago. and I miss him great, it is torture sometimes, we didn't have the best marriage, I felt we could if I tried harder, I worked fulltime he was the stay at home dad and raised the kids. towards the end I guess I wasn't as affectionate as I should have. I regret not celebrating our anniversary. now I do in MAY. I MISS HIM SO AND WANT O MAKE IT UP TO HIM. I SAW A CHANGE IN HIM, HE WAS TRYING TO BE ROMANTICE AND CHASE ME AROUDN THE HOUSE, AND WE WOULD MAKE OUT, IT WAS MEMORIES I WILL FOREVER KEEP, I JUST WISH I HAD HIM LONGER , 8 YRS IS NOT LONG ENOUGH. I MISS HIM SO.SO ICELEBRATED OUR ANNIVERSARY ANYWAY THIS YEAR. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME GOD BLESS .

Eva Morgan said...


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Kate said...

My wonderful husband, Mike, died of stage IV esophageal cancer on 4/28/13, 14 months after he was diagnosed. Today is the 5 month anniversary. He was 61 one, I was 58. We had a great marriage. Although I do not have little ones at home to raise like most of you, my 20-something daughters are deeply affected by his loss. Right now my oldest is 37 weeks pregnant with her first and Mike knew she was pregnant before he died. I am excited and glad I have this to look forward to after Mike's death. This is the circle of life. But my middle child, Rachel, has had to deal with a terrible ordeal and it's been very hard on me without Mike's support and comfort. A day after Mike's funeral, Rachel discovered she was pregnant. From the start things weren't going right and she was told she would miscarry and the doctor said to let it happen naturally. (Can you imagine waiting?) Well it wasn't till 6 weeks later, after 2 trips to ER, a DNC, countless ultrasounds, exams, and blood work, that they discovered it was an ectopic preganancy. They gave her injections to shed the baby. Now she's being told her chances of having another ectopic pregnancy is 20%. She was taking fertility pills before she got pregnant, and will be taking them again in a few weeks because she's not ovulating. I went to the fertility doctor with her yesterday to give her moral support and just be "mom". Having to live through this ordeal with her right after Mike died made me miss him terribly and I wanted his comfort so bad, and for Rachel also. He was always the stronghold in the family and would have told us all, "it will be o.k." and he would have let me cry on his shoulder while he held me tight. Also, since Mike died, I just went through the 1000-year flood in Colorado, trapped at home because I couldn't get out with roads flooded all around me. I am o.k. I was worried about my rental house also, and it is o.k. But it was hard going through this without Mike here. A month ago my rental house got $25,000 worth of damage from baseball size hail and I've had to deal with a contractor and the insurance company on my own to get that done, and so many other things have happened that I've had to deal with without Mike. The other night I dreamt I was in a tornado. That's how I feel. I relate to what you say in so many of your posts and it puts in words what I feel. As I read them I cried. I too want to cry out, "my husband died, my husband died." It is surreal and I can't believe it happened. Thanks for this blog page.

Destiny James said...

I heard so many things about DR LIVINGFAITH. and every story has been so great. so here is my story, me and the father of my son has been off and on for 3 years its been a very stressful relationship. he cheated on me and I was very hurt, it was miserable for me so in returned I cheated because I wanted him to feel the pain but he never cares so we went apart, so he went back to his ex.i wanted him to leave her and let us come back together, I love him so much and I just want him to feel the same way feel for him, lucky for me DR LIVINGFAITH was the one who brought my lover back to me, he is a good spell caster. his contact address is livingfaithspellcaster@yahoo.com can still save your marriage if u really love your husband

Destiny James said...

I heard so many things about DR LIVINGFAITH. and every story has been so great. so here is my story, me and the father of my son has been off and on for 3 years its been a very stressful relationship. he cheated on me and I was very hurt, it was miserable for me so in returned I cheated because I wanted him to feel the pain but he never cares so we went apart, so he went back to his ex.i wanted him to leave her and let us come back together, I love him so much and I just want him to feel the same way feel for him, lucky for me DR LIVINGFAITH was the one who brought my lover back to me, he is a good spell caster. his contact address is livingfaithspellcaster@yahoo.com can still save your marriage if u really love your husband

yogadogbliss said...

My husband died 16 months ago. I feel life is empty and pointless. I get upset every time I dust and clean the house - I want to smash things that I would have thought other people would find comforting - familiar things/ memories. I have a lovely house on 5 acres. I hate it now he is not here. Should I sell it? Am I abnormal?

yogadogbliss said...

My husband died 16 months ago. I feel life is empty and pointless. I get upset every time I dust and clean the house - I want to smash things that I would have thought other people would find comforting - familiar things/ memories. I have a lovely house on 5 acres. I hate it now he is not here. Should I sell it? Am I abnormal?

Sir. Victor Isanger said...

Hello to every one out here, am here to share the unexpected miracle that happened to me three days ago, I came across a post online talking about how she got her ex back to her with the help of the great spell caster who happens to be high Dr Odudu that he helped her though i never believe this because i was just wondering how could this be, but i gave my self hope and i contact the spell caster. this is the unbelievable that has happened to me this December I was happily married and we had three kids, we lived together as one because we both loved each other but before i knew it, my husband started acting funny and cheating on me later on, he told me that he cannot continue with me so that was how he left me and my three kids without nothing but there was nothing i could do to stop him or bring him back to me I work so had to pay the children's schools fee and other responsibility i did this for good five years. I cry all day and night because i don't know what else to do to have my husband back to me until this faithful day i saw the post from one Miss Mary Jane Walker testifying how the high priest helped her to get her ex back I just wanted to try my luck because i never believe it will work but to my greatest surprise, am singing a new song i contacted the great priest on 2nd of December and he told me not to worry because once he finish caster the spell, that i will get my husband back the unbelievable happened on Friday when i got a call and I was surprise to hear my husbands voice apologizing to me that he is so sorry for keeping alone and came back home and we are happy together again wow, i really appreciate your good work great Dr Odudu God bless you and your good work for there is nothing else i can say than to tell the world about you. So if any one is out here seeing this post and you have similar issue like this, worry no more and contact the only man that can help you this email:odudutemple.spiritualist@yahoo.com, odudutemple.spiritualist@gmail.com or call +234-706721-7903.

John mills said...


I am MECLOX from U.K, i am so excited i got my ex lover back at last and i am here to say thanks to Dr IRABOR of iraborspelltemple@gmail.com, the spell caster for bring back happiness into my life,i am so glad i contacted you for help thank you thank you,May you live long to continue helping people restore back their relationships and marriage problems,email iraborspelltemple@gmail.com

vodoo spell said...


Be careful here nobody can help you here or even suggest how you can get your ex or love back,any testimonies of most spell caster here must be ignore.because most of them are scam i mean real scam which i was a victim and i got ripped of thousands of dollars because i was so anxious to get my wife back after she left me for over 2 years with my 7 years old son jerry,i have applied to 7 different spell caster here and all to no avail they all ask for same thing send your name your ex name address and picture phone number etc which i did over and over again and most of them were from west Africa until i saw a post about mama Anita spell and i decided to gave her my last trail.she ask me four things my real name,my ex and my ex mother name and $180 and said my ex will come back in 24hours, i have paid over $3000 on spell casting and courier and nothing have work for me after 3 days i was thinking about how much i have lost so far so i said let me give her a try so i called her again and send my real name,my ex and my ex mother name and the $180 because i swear it was my last try so i was waiting as she told me to wait till next day and i could not sleep that night because i really love my wife and want her back at 9pm that day i saw my wife on line on face book and she said hi at first i was shock because she never talk with me for the past a year and 9 month now i did not reply again she said are you there? i quickly reply yes and she said can we see tomorrow i said yes and she went off-line i was confused i try to chat her again but she was no more on line i could not sleep that night as i was wondering what she is going to say, by 7.am the next morning she gave me a miss call i decided not to call back as i was still on shock again she call and i pick she said can we see after work today i said yes so she end the call immediately i got off work she call me and we meet and now we are back again i call mama anita the next day thanking her for what she has done in fact i still call her and thank her as my life was not complete without my wife please be careful here i have been scam thousands of dollars if you want a true love spell then contact mama Anita (mama.anitatruelovespell@gmail.com)

maria hasbarger said...

Thanks to Dr oshoum, i am very grateful to him for bringing my Man back after two years of broken marriage because of pregnancy problem. I temmie love my man and he is my source of finance. we love to have kids and his dad want to see him bear kids before he can will his property to him but i could not bear him a child dew to miss_carried then he decide to live me for another another lady. i search every where for him and i could not find, i read different book on broken marriage just to encourage my self, i visit different site then a friend on face book( nora warland) direct me to Dr oshogum with his email address OSHOGUMSPELLTEMPLE@LIVE.COM, than i contact him and tell him my problem and i did what he ask me to do after two day my handsband called me and ask of my location. To the glory of Dr. oshogum my Husband is back my life and the lady she married did not also bear him a child all for the help of Dr. oshogum. Now i have a baby boy for him and still expecting another child by july.
for any marriage or relationship problem contact oshogum now with oshogumspelltemple@live.com
contact oshogum now with oshogumspelltemple@live.com

Mariam said...

I am Mariam used every single spell worker on the internet, spent untold amounts of money and discovered they are all fakes...i was the fool though; doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. In the end, I decided that I wanted a tarot reading to know what my future held for me; I contacted a woman who lives locally to me and she told me about a man named (Priests Abija); he does not advertise on the internet, has another job for income, has no set prices, makes no false promises and refuses to help anyone that cannot be helped and even helps for free sometimes, he will give you proof before taking money. He is a wonderful man and he was the only person who actually gave me real results. I really hope he doesn't mind me advertising his contact on the internet but I'm sure any help/ extra work will benefit him.contact him here as (518) 303-6207 or spirituallighthealing101@live.com He travel sometimes.i cant give out his number cos he told me he don’t want to be disturbed by many people across the world..he said his email is okay and he’ will replied to any emails asap,love marriage,finance, job promotion ,lottery Voodoo,poker voodoo,golf Voodoo,Law & Court case Spells,money voodoo,weigh loss voodoo,any sicknesses voodoo,Trouble in marriage,HIV AIDS,it's all he does Hope this helps everyone that is in a desperate situation as I once was; I know how it feels to hold onto something and never have a chance to move on because of the false promises and then to feel trapped in wanting something
more.

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augcott said...

My husband died July 12, 2014 ... I am lost without him. No one will ever love me the way that he did and I will never love anyone else the way that I love him. He was a "once in a lifetime". I miss everything about him ... everything. I was there when he died and the look on his face before he took his last breaths haunts me. I wish I had Faith so that I could believe with all of my heart that his soul and spirit are somewhere ... watching me ... but I don't. And that makes me excruciatingly sad. I will miss him forever. There will be no other.

Jill Schacter said...

I am very sorry for your loss. It is a true life changer. Although you can't possibly believe it now, you won't always feel this devastated. But even moving on from devastation is hard work.

olivia philip said...



i am here to give testimony of how i got back my husband, we got married for more than 9 years and have gotten two kids. thing were going well with us and we are always happy. until one day my husband started to behave in a way i could not understand, i was very confused by the way he treat me and the kids. later that month he did not come home again and he called me that he want a divorce, i asked him what have i done wrong to deserve this from him, all he was saying is that he want a divorce that he hate me and do not want to see me again in his life, i was mad and also frustrated do not know what to do,i was sick for more than 2 weeks because of the divorce. i love him so much he was everything to me without him my life is incomplete. i told my sister and she told me to contact a spell caster, i never believe in all this spell casting of a thing. i just want to try if something will come out of it. i contacted Dr papa for the return of my husband to me, they told me that my husband have been taken by another woman, that she cast a spell on him that is why he hate me and also want us to divorce. then they told me that they have to cast a spell on him that will make him return to me and the kids, they casted the spell and after 1 week my husband called me and he told me that i should forgive him, he started to apologize on phone and said that he still live me that he did not know what happen to him that he left me. it was the spell that he Dr papa casted on him that make him comeback to me today,me and my family are now happy again today. thank you Dr Papa for what you have done for me i would have been nothing today if not for your great spell. i want you my friends who are passing through all this kind of love problem of getting back their husband, wife , or ex boyfriend and girlfriend to contact supremetemple@hotmail.com and you will see that your problem will be solved without any delay.

Sevda Gulea said...

Am Sevda Gulea i want to thank Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIGBE for getting my lover back to me within 48 hours. When my lover left me i was so tired and frustrated till i search the internet for help and i saw so many good talk about Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIGBE of (airehobhuanuagbontemple@yahoo.com) and i decided to give him a try and i contact him and explain my problems to him and he cast a love spell for me which i use to get my husband back. If you want to get your lover back contact Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIGBE via email: (airehobhuanuagbontemple@yahoo.com) Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIGBE the great man that is able to bring back my lost love.

lydia. laures said...

My life is back!!! After 2 years of Broken marriage, my husband left me with two kids, I felt like ending it all, i almost committed suicide because he left us with nothing, i was emotionally down all this while. Thanks to a spell caster called Dr Olawole which i met online. On one faithful day, as I was browsing through the internet, I came across several of testimonies about this particular spell caster. Some people testified that he brought their Ex lover back, some testified that he restores womb,cure cancer,and other sickness, some testified that he can cast a spell to stop divorce and also spell to get a good paid job so on. He is amazing, i also come across one particular testimony, it was about a woman called Julieta, she testified about how he brought back her Ex lover in less than 2 days, and at the end of her testimony she dropped his email.After reading all these, I decided to give it a try. I contacted him via email and explained my problem to him. In just 48hours, my husband came back to me. We resolved our issues, and we are even happier than ever.ugbeninspellsolutiontemple@gmail.com you are a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man. If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and genuine spell caster, Try him anytime, he is the answer to your problems. you can contact him on (ugbeninspellsolutiontemple@gmail.com)

harry white said...

Hello,everyone i am from USA i never ever believed in spell until i meet a man called Dr laco.(lacopowerfulspellcaster@yahoo.com) , who help me cast a spell that bring back my ex-lover who left me for two years before our marriage,His spells works beyond my imaginations and today i am happily married with two kids and me and my [ex-lover] now husband are very happy more than ever before,what more can i say rather than to say thank you Dr laco for been there for me,contact him today and your life will never ever remain the same his email is (lacopowerfulspellcaster@yahoo.com)

harry white said...

Hello,everyone i am from USA i never ever believed in spell until i meet a man called Dr laco.(lacopowerfulspellcaster@yahoo.com) , who help me cast a spell that bring back my ex-lover who left me for two years before our marriage,His spells works beyond my imaginations and today i am happily married with two kids and me and my [ex-lover] now husband are very happy more than ever before,what more can i say rather than to say thank you Dr laco for been there for me,contact him today and your life will never ever remain the same his email is (lacopowerfulspellcaster@yahoo.com)

harry white said...

Hello,everyone i am from USA i never ever believed in spell until i meet a man called Dr laco.(lacopowerfulspellcaster@yahoo.com) , who help me cast a spell that bring back my ex-lover who left me for two years before our marriage,His spells works beyond my imaginations and today i am happily married with two kids and me and my [ex-lover] now husband are very happy more than ever before,what more can i say rather than to say thank you Dr laco for been there for me,contact him today and your life will never ever remain the same his email is (lacopowerfulspellcaster@yahoo.com)

Paul Morgan said...

My life is back!!! After 8 years of marriage, my husband left me with our Four kids. I felt like my life was about to end, and was falling apart. I contacted Him and after I explained to Him my problems, He told me what to do so that my husband will come back to me so i did what he told me to do and now my husband is back to us he now show me and my kids much love and apologize for all the pains he brought to us. We solved our issues, and we are even happier than before EZE MALAKA you are the best spell caster i really appreciate the love spell you cast for me to get my man back to my life i will keep sharing more testimonies to people about your good work Thank you once again EZE MALAKA extremewhitelovespell@yahoo. com in case you are in any problem you can contact this spell caster for help he is always there in his temple to help you solve your problem HIS WEBSITE ADDRESS is http://extremewhitelovespell.webs.com

jennifer said...


i want to express how grateful i am, because i finally got what i have been looking for. My husband left me and our kids i have tried all my possible best to reach him but is like every time i tried, i am making things worst for myself. But thank the God that lead me to PROPHET SULEMAN, he helped me to restore the love my husband had for me back within 3days of me contacting him. he came back just as PROPHET SULEMAN told me, he will make him come back. if you are in situation like this kindly contact email prophetsuleman@gmail.com

Edite said...

Pls cancel my account, too many advertisement here, i unsubscribed a few times, but not scucceed.

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elizabeth rosas bella said...

After being in relationship with emma for seven years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email: drinegbedionspellhome@gmail.com you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or anything. CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS EMAIL ADDRESS

Daniel Romania said...

An amazing testimony on a spell caster who brought my wife back to me.. My name is Dani Santo,i live in United Kngdom,and I'm happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids.A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife.so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce.she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she didn't love me anymore.So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife.So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.{supremetemple@hotmail.com}. So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day.What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who didn't call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back.So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster. So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same website {supremetemple@hotmail.com},if">{supremetemple@hotmail.comm},if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to "bringing your ex back. So thanks to the Dr PAPAr for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again. {supremetemple@hotmail.com}, Thanks..

Daniel Romania said...

An amazing testimony on a spell caster who brought my wife back to me.. My name is Dani Santo,i live in United Kngdom,and I'm happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids.A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife.so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce.she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she didn't love me anymore.So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife.So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.{supremetemple@hotmail.com}. So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day.What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who didn't call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back.So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster. So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same website {supremetemple@hotmail.com},if">{supremetemple@hotmail.comm},if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to "bringing your ex back. So thanks to the Dr PAPAr for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again. {supremetemple@hotmail.com}, Thanks..

Daniel Romania said...


i am here to give testimony of how i got back my husband, we got married for more than 9 years and have gotten two kids. thing were going well with us and we are always happy. until one day my husband started to behave in a way i could not understand, i was very confused by the way he treat me and the kids. later that month he did not come home again and he called me that he want a divorce, i asked him what have i done wrong to deserve this from him, all he was saying is that he want a divorce that he hate me and do not want to see me again in his life, i was mad and also frustrated do not know what to do,i was sick for more than 2 weeks because of the divorce. i love him so much he was everything to me without him my life is incomplete. i told my sister and she told me to contact a spell caster, i never believe in all this spell casting of a thing. i just want to try if something will come out of it. i contacted supreme spell temple for the return of my husband to me, they told me that my husband have been taken by another woman, that she cast a spell on him that is why he hate me and also want us to divorce. then they told me that they have to cast a spell on him that will make him return to me and the kids, they casted the spell and after 1 week my husband called me and he told me that i should forgive him, he started to apologize on phone and said that he still live me that he did not know what happen to him that he left me. it was the spell that he supreme spell temple casted on him that make him comeback to me today,me and my family are now happy again today. thank you supreme spell temple for what you have done for me i would have been nothing today if not for your great spell. i want you my friends who are passing through all this kind of love problem of getting back their husband, wife , or ex boyfriend and girlfriend to contact supremetemple@hotmail.com and you will see that your problem will be solved without any delay.

parker velley said...

AM HAPPY MY ANGEL IS WITH ME AGAIN, THANKS TO DR KEKE ODIN

hello my name is Parker Velley i want you all to join me to thank this man for restoring my relationship with my ex lover who dump me for another Man for 5 months because the man had money, at first i never believed Dr Keke will be able to help me win Claudia back from this other other guy but because i still love her and need her back in my life, i worked and follow his instruction and it surprise me that after working with him, Claudia called me and ask me to forgive and forget the past that she still love me and that was how me and my angel came back for good. So with this great work done for me by Dr Keke of greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com i promise to always share his good work to the whole wide world and if any body is out there passing through any relationship difficulties should kindly contact him via
email; greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com
website; greatkekespelltemple01.webs.com

Daniel Romania said...

An amazing testimony on a spell caster who brought my wife back to me.. My name is Dani Santo,i live in United Kngdom,and I'm happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids.A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife.so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce.she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she didn't love me anymore.So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife.So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.{supremetemple@hotmail.com}. So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day.What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who didn't call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back.So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster. So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same website {supremetemple@hotmail.com},if">{supremetemple@hotmail.comm},if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to "bringing your ex back. So thanks to the Dr PAPAr for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again. {supremetemple@hotmail.com}, Thanks..

karen lola said...

Am Karen Lola from Scotland. I was having serious relationship problems with my boyfriend and it had resulted in him moving out to his friend’s apartment. Everything got worse because he started going to bars and strip clubs frequently with his friend, getting drunk and passing out. He always threatens me on phone whenever I call him because of all the bad advises that his friend has given him. I really love him and we had been dating for 8 years which gave us a beautiful daughter. I had also lost a lot of money on therapists until I was introduced to Dr. Trust by a friend whom he helped to marry her childhood boyfriend; this gave me total confidence and strength to get him back. I did all he asked and after 48 hours my boyfriend called me and rushed back home, things just changed between us emotionally. He has a job and stopped drinking and keeping irrelevant friends. It’s a miracle I never believed was possible because I had lost all hope until I found Dr.Trust. So that’s why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe. All thanks goes to Dr.Trust for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. Ultimatespellcast@gmail.com or ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com call him +2348156885231