This was the first birthday I've had since Ken died where I feel more good than bad, more happiness than pain, more deep appreciation for my life than that feeling that what is missing is so vital to my being that without it my life is less.
Sitting out on the deck in my backyard on a beautiful June evening, the wind presented a sweet, warm and active breeze. My birthday candle, immersed in a gorgeous homemade chocolate cake made by my daughter and her friend, flickered wildly.
"Ken," I thought to myself. "Is that you? Do you want to blow this out with me?"
But the wind died down, the flame straightened, and I blew it out on my own.
2 comments:
I love this.
Jill, if you are Jill my old N/C buddy, wow. So many years. I think my blog will attach to this; come visit. Best, Greg Womble
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